Love, Undisclosed is Available Now!

It’s out!!! It’s available!! I’m very excited!!

Amazon UK

Amazon US

Paperback coming soon (I’m just waiting for my copy to arrive so I can be sure the printing worked out okay!)

I wrote up a little bit on Instagram about the journey it has been, but I thought I’d share that here as well. It’s not really related to the book, but it’s about me and why I’m publishing this book now.

In March 2020, I had been unemployed for six months and, though my parents were financially supporting me, the endless rejection was taking a serious toll on my mental health. The news of the pandemic hit me pretty hard – I have a bunch of hospital related trauma and a heap of health anxiety alongside. I was not in a good place. Something had to change.

It was time to try a different approach: self-publishing.

So in April last year, I picked up the draft of a novel I’d written the summer between my second and third years of uni, and reread it for the first time in years. I rewrote it once, and sent it to some friends. I rewrote it a second time. I polished it, hired a cover designer (thanks to Rena for being amazing @violet.book.design ) and an editor. I read a bunch of marketing books and threw myself into the life of a self-employed writer, and I learnt SO much in the process.

It gave me a purpose in the months of endless, empty days. A structure in amidst the uncertainty. It gave me some much needed hope and a huge amount of satisfaction. I’m really really proud of what I’ve done in the last year, and I’m proud of this novel, and I can’t wait for people to read it!

The Amazon Debate

Like many left-wing people, I am not a big fan of Amazon. Between their support of oppressive government regimes, their aggressive anti-union tactics, and the appalling working conditions involved in the delivery and warehouse of Amazon, there’s a lot of reasons not to support them. Personally, I try not to purchase from Amazon.

With all that said, that poses an interesting problem as a self-publishing author. According to Reedsy, Amazon is at least 80% of the ebook market in English-speaking countries. Amazon’s Kindle Unlimited program is a big potential earner for self-publishing authors, and enrolling in it requires keeping the ebook exclusive to Amazon for at least 90 days. Readers are much more likely to pick up an ebook from an author they’ve never heard of before when it’s in KU, because it costs them nothing to try it out. And many people subscribed to KU are voracious readers and will consume a huge amount of books within the program.

So: what do you do if you are trying to start a self-publishing career but you don’t support Amazon?

I’ve decided to compromise. I want to make sure that people have an alternative to Amazon to purchase my book right from day 1, so I’ll be releasing a paperback alongside the ebook. I’ll also only be enrolled in KU for the first 90 day period, and beyond that I will ‘go wide’ (which is self-pub talk for going to other retailers, e.g. Kobo).

This is just the strategy for the first book, and since I’m learning as I go with self-publishing, things may change with future releases. So far, creating a paperback for Love, Undisclosed has involved a lot of extra time and effort, and I’m not sure how willing I am to go through this process again. I’m hopeful that for this novel, this will strike the right balance of giving myself time to find an audience in one of the biggest marketplaces while also not making my career dependent upon Amazon, a company whose ethics I fundamentally disagree with.

What I’m Working On: January 2021

Whew! It’s been a while! I’ve been pretty busy the last few months – two more rounds of editing on Love, Undisclosed and NaNoWriMo completed. The good news is, all I need now is to get it proofread and then it is complete and ready for release. Here’s the blurb for Love, Undisclosed, hopefully coming out some time in the next few weeks!

Can you fall in love with someone who is falling apart?

Julienne has loved California since she lived there as a child and jumped at the opportunity to return for college at UCLA. Now a graduate, she’s desperate to stay in the city she loves, but her job applications are going nowhere. The only thing helping her cope with unemployment is her one luxury expense: her gym membership, and it’s there she gets a mysterious opportunity that just might change her life. She has to take it, or face leaving Los Angeles, and all of her friends, behind. 

The new job thrusts her into the world of troubled young actress Cece Browne, whose off-screen antics are threatening her role on a prestigious TV show. Cece lurches from one crisis to the next, and Julienne can’t help but find her captivating as she struggles to keep her from becoming tabloid fodder. 

Julienne must tame Cece’s most self-destructive impulses to keep both their jobs and stay in the city she loves, but will her feelings get in the way?

Love, Undisclosed is a sweet, clean, slow-burn romance set in Los Angeles. Content warning for a young star off the rails and all that that entails – alcohol and drug use, mostly!

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What I’m Working On: August 2020

A few weeks ago I finished the second draft of Untitled Lesbian Romance Novel (affectionately known as Car Gays – there are no cars involved). While I wait for my betas to get back to me I am trying a few other projects, in part so that I come back to it with fresh eyes when I’m ready to do another round of edits. It was a pretty substantial rewrite, but early feedback from betas has been very positive, so I’m pretty excited about it!

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What I’ve Been Reading Lately: Black Lives Matter

This is not becoming a book review blog, this is a one off post because I want to highlight a range of Black authors I’ve been reading lately. I normally try to read a diverse range of authors, but since George Floyd’s death sparked a new wave of protests for #BlackLivesMatter, I have been focusing specifically on Black authors. I’ve read a lot of books I really enjoyed, and I thought I’d do a quick little list in summary. Not all of them are about race/racism, and they’re across a range of genres. I haven’t listed them in any particular order. I added content warnings as I remembered them but my memory is not great and if you are concerned I would definitely recommend checking a more comprehensive review!

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